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Saturday, 15 June 2013

La da da da; La da da da...

"No Need To Argue"

There's no need to argue anymore.
I gave all I could, but it left me so sore.
And the thing that makes me mad,
Is the one thing that I had,

I knew, I knew,
I'd lose you.
You'll always be special to me,
Special to me, to me.

And I remember all the things we once shared,
Watching T.V. movies on the living room armchair.
But they say it will work out fine.
Was it all a waste of time.

'Cause I knew, I knew,
I'd lose you.
You'll always be special to me,
Special to me, to me.

Will I forget in time, ah,
You said I was on your mind?
There's no need to argue,
No need to argue anymore.
There's no need to argue anymore.

Ouuu, ouuu, ouuuu...
Special.

Friday, 14 June 2013

=)

*More Positive thinking
*Lose more weight
*Good day.=)

Happy Caryn

Tuesday, 04 June 2013

I am the dirt you created

Shinedown - Breaking Inside - with lyrics
I caught a chill
and it's still frozen on my skin
I think about why
I'm alone, by myself
No one else to explain
how far do I go?
No one knows
If the end is so much better, why don't we just live forever?
Don't tell me I'm the last one in line
Don't tell me I'm too late this time

[Chorus]
I don't want to live
To waste another day
Underneath the shadow of mistakes I made
Cause I feel like I'm breaking inside
I don't want to fall and say I lost it all
'Cause baby there's a part of me to hit the wall
Leaving pieces of me behind
And I feel like I'm breaking inside

Out here, nothings clear
Except the moment I decided to move on and I ignited
Disappear into the fear
You know there ain't no comin' back
When you're still carrying the past
You can't erase, separate
Cigarette in my hand,
Hope you all understand

I won't be the last one in line
I finally figured out what's mine

[Chorus]
I don't want to live
To waste another day
Underneath the shadow of mistakes I made
'Cause I feel like I'm breaking inside
I don't want to fall and say I lost it all
'Cause baby there's a part of me to hit the wall
Leaving pieces of me behind
Leaving pieces of me behind
And I feel like I'm breaking inside

I won't be the last one in line,
I finally figured out what's mine

[Chorus]
I don't want to live
To waste another day
Underneath the shadow of mistakes I made
'Cause I feel like I'm breaking inside
I don't want to fall and say I lost it all
'Cause baby there's a part of me to hit the wall
Leaving pieces of me behind
Leaving pieces of me behind
And I feel like I'm breaking inside
And I feel like I'm breaking,
I feel like i'm breaking inside

dense
*Stupid
*Someone who lacks common sense, acts like an idiot and makes a fool of themselves without realizing.
*slow, thick, dumb

Thank you

Monday, 03 June 2013

Cases for my phone, since mine is broken and my phone looks ugly..

I had all the links to these pictures so i can look at them and buy them maybe in the future, however my laptop decided to turn off the moment i was about to submit this.
Anyways.

Out of all of these, i think i like the blue one the most. But the search continues.

2. Again. shitty. More to me i guess.clearly

My hand fucken hurts

Caryn

Tuesday, 28 May 2013

Want

Oh Hyun Ran - Want

Do not want more ..
Do not want any more ...
So by your side making me
Conceivably be able to see ....

No, look at me ..
No, you stay with me ...
Going to pretend that they know you do not know
So look at me ..

Yeah ... why do not I
Yes I am ... Are you instead of
Such a sick love're
Not be able to withstand me.

From love to stay
Not buy love ..
Chest'd die.
Do you want more ...

Sunday, 26 May 2013

Read between the lines

"Boulevard Of Broken Dreams"

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
When the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone up there will find me
'til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah, aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone up there will find me
'til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah, aaah-ah
Ah-ah, ah-ah

I walk alone
I walk a...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
When the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone up there will find me
'til then I walk alone...

"Suffocate"
Cold

I could take every fucking word she says
Throw it in her face
but would she even care?
I still remember when she looked at me
that frown upon her face
Trying to be sincere

I gathered all those little things she said
Kept them close to me
Trying to make this real
This cloud will alway hover over me
I'm leaving you today
'cause now I see

[Chorus:]
Suffocate, you suffocate
That you lie (I don't lie)
That your fake (I'm not Fake)
Suffocate, you suffocate
You always take (I don't take)
What you can (what I can)

I could take every fucking game you play
Blow it all away
but would you even care
I could take all those lies you said to me
Never go away
Never dissapear
This cloud will always hover over me
I'm leaving you today
'Cause now I see

[Chorus x2]

Now I'm far away from you (You're always far away)
I'll never bring back yesterday (bring back yesterday)
You're such a fake it's true
I can't believe the words you say
I'm far away from you
I'll never bring back yesterday

[Chorus]

I always take
What I can

Ok done

Tuesday, 21 May 2013

getting to work

3 months.

Checking areas, Things to keep in mind: pets. close to job, close to school.
checked school. no ghetto. Anaheim, Buena Park, La harbra seems ghetto, Fullerton (school town). gosh some of these places look so damn ghetto, no ghetto.
Aug 26th start for Fullerton. fire date Aug 31. work days Wednesday and Friday. Doable.
http://www.fullcoll.edu/sites/all/userfiles/20132014ACADEMICCALENDAR.pdf

what else to do to keep my mind buzy. bills, cleaning time.
"Hello"

Playground school bell rings again
Rain clouds come to play again
Has no one told you she's not breathing?
Hello, I'm your mind giving you someone to talk to
Hello

If I smile and don't believe
Soon I know I'll wake from this dream
Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken
Hello, I'm the lie living for you so you can hide
Don't cry

Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping
Hello, I'm still here
All that's left of yesterday

Monday, 13 May 2013

All That Remains - The Waiting One

I am the waiting one it seems,
Days grow somber quickly,
Now how the quiet is release,
And I feel so lonely.

How did you think I would feel,
Throw me aside again,
How did you think I would feel.

Won't let you hurt me again, now,
I'm nothing to you, I can see,
Just walk away from me,
I'm torn up but I can't believe,
You sat and watched me bleed.

She knows the waiting one in me,
That I needed to hold you,
Still I can smell her, hear her breathe,
Feel her body beside me,

How long I've waited,
Waited for you,
To come back to hold me,
What should I, what should I,
What should I do,
When I feel so lonely.

How could you do this to me,
Betrayed by my closest friend,
How could you do this to me.

Won't let you hurt me again, now,
I'm nothing to you, I can see,
Just walk away from me,
I'm torn up but I can't believe,
You sat and watched me bleed.

What should I,
What should I do,
Well how long I have waited,
What can I,
What can I do,
When I feel so lonely.

How did you think I would feel,
Threw me aside again,
How did you think I would feel.

Won't let you hurt me again, now,
I'm nothing to you, I can see,
Just walk away from me,
I'm torn up but I can't believe,
You sat and watched me bleed.

How could you do this to me,
Betrayed by my closest friend,
How could you do this to me,
I won't let you hurt me again.

I am the waiting one it seems.

Tuesday, 07 May 2013

=/

Here the whole Breaking Ben Dear Agony CD.
Still no treadmill.
Got an A on my English paper.
Waiting for my math grade.
The Cherry on the top of the Fuck you sundae